“They say right when they flood the house and they tear it to shreds that… destruction is a form of creation, so the fact that they burn the money is ironic. They just want to see what happens when they tear the world apart. They want to change things.” -Donnie Darko
Why am I attracted to destruction? Because it’s the easiest way to cause change. I don’t sabotage myself because I enjoy pain. In fact, I hate the pain. But I get restless. Being content doesn’t seem like an option. My mind craves the excitement and chaos that change brings. I must always be changing, always evolving, whether it’s for the better or for the worse. At the end of the day, good or bad doesn’t matter. The only thing that matters is that I’m not the same person I was yesterday.